nervous newbie

Tomorrow is the big day - meet the new girl on the block!
The past two years have been mighty intense. You try squeezing 3 years into two. And it is officially over leaving but the remains of a whirlwind of emotions and encounters.
These last two days of "rest" will not have sufficed to be able to process everything. What a shame. Still, the pleasant restful weekend was a bonus! I guess it is all the more important to lay low this week and just take it one step at a time, one day at a time. I desire nothing more than the peace of God at this milestone transition time. My longing for doing this with God side-by-side has become rather essential considering a particular unrest in my soul yesterday. I permanently scratched the DVD that made me vomit and did away with a going away book on spiritual thoughts for each day of the year. Ever since these items have been out on my living room table, I have felt tangible darkness. Hey, I was even talking with a guy at the running club today about spiritual warfare. It was a full workout tonight so he kindly offered a tip to keep my heart temporarily out of the red. It involved pinching nerves, drawing energy to one point, holding your breath etc. Surely a great technique, but by default I told him I am very careful with the energy & spiritual "thing". This in turn sparked up an interesting conversation. But... it will have to be for another time. After all, I am starting a new job tomorrow! (Just thought to write you a note so you can remember to pray and to get AB to finally update his blog too) ;)